You don’t know what it’s like, to hate yourself. To want to die. To feel insecure. Lost. Hopeless. To want to cut the pain away, and starve until you’re perfect. You don’t know what that’s like unless you’ve been through it. So stop judging the people who have.
Hiii, I'm Marissa. I am here as a support to anyone who feels alone in a world that is terrible. Message me, and I promise to make you feel better. Everyone’s empty. People should realize that.
All my life I couldn’t wait to get away from my mothers control so that I could finally make my own decisions and be “free”. I live on my own now, but nothing has changed. I’m not any happier. The world is so big and scary, and I’m not strong enough to deal with it. It’s absolutely terrifying. I have so many decisions, so many choices to make. And I just want to run far away from everything. I want to run as fast as I can from myself.